Saturday, December 18, 2010

december 18, 2010

i look at his amazing gazing face and just want to cry. we can not get the paperwork done fast enough, it seems. and even though we are not running around like crazy people (like we did with grant's adoption!!), and even though things are going AMAZINGLY well, smooth and trouble free, and even though my AMAZING home study agency (forever families adoption services in warrenton, va) has ALREADY done our home study and sent it to our adoption agency (ccai in colorado) - it still seems like forever will arrive before ning yuan will...

if there is anyone who wants to donate a product or service for us to sell, that would be a great help. please contact me privately at bushresko@yahoo.com if you have something you would like to donate to us to sell. and thank you, in advance. :)

we have to pay taxes in january (during his time with lockheed martin, no taxes were taken) and then file in feb and pay what ever else we owe, of course. and solstice and xmas are here (solstice is dec 22!!! we have our celebration tomorrow!!) and there are expenses that go with those holidays... and very soon, our dossier will go to china. we should have most of our documents back by the end of dec. two more docs to certify and authenticate and then off to ccai for approval/translation and then to china... more fees with all that... fingerprinting for uscis (immigration) is out of this world now, too.

so much has changed since our last journey down this process...

it will all come together, i'm sure. eventually. we have a credit card standing by for most of it. i think we can get a loan from the bank for another bit of it. i'm trying to find work, but can't afford the daycare for the kids through the holidays, so will wait until jan to get back into the job hunt, when the kids go back to school...

just whining. just thinking aloud...

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